Well that's not entirely accurate. By frying pan I mean vacation and fire I mean work. It wasn't the easiest most carefree and laid back vacation either. I spent many hours packing up just about everything I own so I can move in a couple weeks. It was the last bit of spare time that I knew I would have before the end of the month.
The vacation was also marred by my inability to land a second of better job. I'm back at square one perhaps but it's never as bad as I thought it was. As I type this I think I said the same exact thing in different words on Wednesday. I do have to keep motivating myself to look for jobs though. I can rely on my current job but I really shouldn't keep falling back on it. I like being employed but at the same time I wish it wasn't there. I depend on that job too much.
Hilariously or Ironically, to be more appropriate, isn't that really what jobs are for?
Maybe I'm wrong, I think I'm depending on my job too much based on income and not looking for something I'd rather be doing. That would explain why there is no feeling of satisfaction in doing what I do.
On the flip side, a lot of good came out of this weekend. A lot of good.
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